i think i miss you - Raisa Perez

and your beach hair
i know you’re with her
in another city maybe
or in another cafe?

maybe the one we used to like
maybe you go there with her now
and say you like the dirty matcha
and she’d like the americano

and there will be a stack of books
on the table
and there will be a wound on my head
that you would tend to

and i would go out with friends
and you would too
and there would be a fight at the bar
or maybe not, lets not talk about that

but i do miss you sometimes
i miss you when i want to take those meds
i miss you when i think about that beach
i miss you in my pens
i miss you in butter soy sauce noodles